I was supposed to go over to the condo with my husband – but I just…can’t. It was partially destroyed when a roof leak in the building created a lake of sorts in the ceiling above us that came crashing down, dumping hundreds of gallons of water into our home, bringing with it all kinds of old insulation, mold spores and rodent feces. That was in mid-March. It is now early June. We are living in a hotel – a home for the homeless.
What a baby-huh? I feel as if I am getting divorced again – the house all in shambles, like I have seen it before…scattered pieces of my life thrown hither and yon. The fact that it feels like no one that is “in power” cares really hurts – just like in a divorce or any tragedy – you reach out for help and get doors slammed in your face, backs are turned, telephones not answered. I hope that those folks enjoyed ruining 3 months of my life with my husband and bringing us dangerously close to disasters unspeakable. All I can say is that if this happened in Mystic, Connecticut – or Windsor, Virginia – our place would have been fixed – we would have been given a place to stay – people would not have let us suffer this long.
This would make a great play – three acts – each act occurring in a different part of the US.
What does it matter anyway – I am just one of 6.75 billion humans on planet fit for 3 billion.
And attitudes are beginning to reflect that very fact.
What does ONE matter?
Clarity?
June 6, 2010
anger, making a decision attitudes, disaster, divorce, emotions, feelings, overpopulation 3 Comments
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Jun 06, 2010 @ 17:45:31
Sounds to me like you are lock-stepped into multiple disasters – - and perhaps the fact that you don’t just have one awful thing going on…but, rather…many, many more things on your plate is why you feel the way that you do.
All the platitudes in the world won’t help – in fact, would be stupid!
Reach out for concrete help if you can. If someone asks, “what can I do to help?” give them a mission to really help you!
You have my thoughts and I’ll be thinking about you. Take care. …a message from “out there!”
Jun 09, 2010 @ 18:47:51
Thanks!!
I am headed out your way on Monday. McCarron at 1030a, St. George by 1p.
Hopefully I can excise some of my demons out in the red rocks..
Thanks for your thoughts!
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Nov 15, 2011 @ 06:41:03
Many thanks…your observations are accurate…I like you – another optomistically pessamistic soul like me!